Lose weight, preferably until I weigh a mere 42 kg.

Grow some more boobs, B cup is all I’m asking for.

Those have always been my only two resolutions, and yet I couldn’t even keep them. But that has never really bothered me. Who cares about weight these days anyway? And boobs won’t grow anymore when I’m already this old so why bother.

But this year, it will be different. I’m sure it will.

Boggle is an interesting game. At first glance, I could only make up at most 5 words but if I push myself a little, strain my eyes a tiny bit more, turn my head a certain angle, I could make up at least 15 more words. Expand my mind, stretch my vocab, another 5 more words. Before I know it, I’m scribbling another extra 10 words.

A relationship is like a game of boggle. Once you think you’ve reached a dead end, all you need is to push yourself a little bit more and look at things from a different perspective. There are always new words waiting to be discovered, more points to be earned.

So as I sat there thinking of all the words I can think of with those 16 letters, I thought of my resolution this year.

My resolution this year is to try harder to keep this relationship alive.

It has never really been much of a struggle anyway, except when distance piles its weight onto us. This year will be different though since we are going to be in different time zones the entire year cause we’ll each be studying abroad. I’m dead scared of what the future holds for us but I’m pretty certain this resolution is the only one I can and will keep, after so long for being guilty as charged for not keeping any of my resolutions.

On new year’s day, we finally wore some guts on our sleeves and ventured out into the cold. We’ve been stuck in our room for a long time now due to the snow storm and instant noodles are starting to take their tolls on us.

I think the reason why this place looks so pretty with all that snow is because he’s here with me. The walk to the restaurant wasn’t as cold as I thought it would be, mainly cause both of us were jumping and goofing around the entire time. We were trying to see who can push the other into the snow first but I told him if he pushes me I’m going to report him to the DVA (domestic violence association wtf I just made that up) so I won wtf

you know the old woman/young girl illusion? Doesn’t this old woman look exactly like the old woman in that illusion?? She was wearing a scarf before this so it was sooo alike.

Haha!

Besides making fun of poor unsuspecting old women, we have been doing nothing at all. Completely nothing! We wake up whenever we want each day, ask each other the question of what should we do today, knowing full well that we don’t really care what we’re going to do anyway. Most of the time, we stay in the room and watch movie after movie until our eyes get bleary and tired, and then we’ll watch some more.

Sometimes, we lie on the bed and stare at each other in the eyes before doing something totally disgusting like lick the other person’s nose (don’t ever tell anyone I taught you this but if you lick someone’s nose, that person will smell your dried saliva for a full minute or two and let me warn you that dried saliva smells like..butt. yes. buttocks. that’s what dried saliva smells like. don’t tell anyone. but try it). Usually he does it to me first and I’ll pretend to get angry so he’ll lean forward and let me do the same too.

When we get bored of licking each other’s noses or wrestling on the bed (real wrestling, not the sexual kind wtf but the real i’ll punch you in the fking face kinda wrestling..just to keep ourselves entertained), we’ll go to the bookstore and sit there for hours reading books..without buying them nyehehe.

I love my life right now. I wish time would just stop so we can do this forever. Watch movies, eat, lick his nose, wrestle, read, walk in the snow, have my nose licked, wash his hair over the sink cause we’re too lazy to bathe, sleep. Boy, I can do this over and over again and I won’t even get tired of it.

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That night as we were talking before we slept, I asked him if he thinks we can do this again. I really really hate being apart. I’ve tried a year with him here in the US and me back in Malaysia and it was hell. I told myself then that if I ever had to do that again, I would just quit without trying.

Then it was 2 years of us being in the same country and it was slightly better although we were still physically apart most of the time. To think that we’ve done so many years of LDR, another year would have been easy right? But that night while I lay in his arms sobbing my eyes out, I felt like I couldn’t do it anymore. I was so glad when 2008 ended because that means we’re a year closer to not being apart again. A year closer.

Barely there.

But almost there.

2009 will be a tough and challenging year but I’m pretty confident that I can do this. At the risk of this sounding really cheesy, with him holding my hand, we can do this.

But it’s okay, who you’re spending New Year with is more important than where!

Ok, Day 5!

Went to Epcot first! Can you see the big globe behind?

Epcot is one of the 4 disney world parks and is an around the world-themed park where they feature different countries from all over the world.

This is New Zealand!

How towns in Germany look like

Barry and I in front of an Ireland-themed house I think

Can you see that? It’s the Eiffel Tower!

Belle and the Beast!

In the Beast’s study with the rose!

Morocco!

Japan

The store in Japan is the best store ever cause they have allll sorts of Japanese stuff! Hello Kitty stuff, Japanese snacks, Jap clothes, animes, toys, jap everything! We spent like 2 hours inside haha

That’s the Japanese O-torii gate, it was reallllllly cold that day

During lunch, we met up with Natasha, her cousins and her aunt. They wanted to go on a ride so I took care of this baby! She was pretty stoned the entire time and just sat there drinking soda wtf. She’s a natural camwhore I tell you! I whipped out my camera and she started smiling!

A really cool ride in Epcot where you feel like you’re flying! You sit on some chairs and they lift it up and it sways in front of this huge screen with landscapes..sigh i suck at explaining but anyway it felt so real.

Giang looking cute and her friend

(oh yeah, on the 4th day, Giang came over as well cause she wanted to escape the cold weather! but too bad it was really cold the first day she was here. Seriously it was so cold that we had to keep going into shops every 5 minutes to warm up)

Epcot at night with the fountain. It’s not obvious but the water fountain is pretty cool, it dances along with the music!

Day 6, we went to Universal again to finish all the rides. I was wearing his black polo and white shorts, and he was wearing white polo and black shorts heh

It was such a bad day for us cause some of our rides broke down!! This was in Jurassic Park and we were about to climb up the slope before the huge fall and everything stopped working! So we had to get down =(

These people were worse! Their ride stopped while climbing up the slope hahaha

On the last day, we went to…

MAGIC KINGDOMMMM! We only went to 2 out of 4 parks cause it was too expensive to go to all 4 so we figured we must go magic kingdom where the castle is!

Oh this is the bag I bought from Aldo! I really need a new bag cause my current bag is..a big mess wtf but as much as I liked this bag, I returned it cause I don’t think I’ll carry it much since it’s pretty big. Don’t worry, I bought a smaller version so I’m not thaaat stingy..

And this is the pair of shoes I bought from Aldo as well, only $18! I wanted to return it too cause it’s kinda big for me but I didn’t so yays!

Oops stop distracting me!! wtf let’s go back to Magic Kingdom. MK is exactly like all the other Disneylands out there

where they have the classic Dumbo ride

And the castle! That’s giang with the castle

Typical Asians hahaha we were waiting to go on the It’s A Small World ride and it was sooo hot so we had to use the umbrella..and people started looking at us as if we were wearing winter coats in summer wtf

Three of us in front of Mickey’s house

So much waiting just to get on stupid rides! We only went on four rides cause the rides there are all for kids. The ’scariest’ ones we went on were space mountain and some railway roller coaster but they only gave us a headache and back pain after that from all that twisting wtf.

The christmas parade! This is Cinderella’s carriage with ponies, so prettyyy

Pretty Giang and I

Giang and I with the castle at night

So pretty omg! and it changes every few minutes from sparkly to purple to blue!

We were on a ride and when we came out the fireworks were already up! So we couldn’t get a good view but it was pretty good

Oh yeah, after dinner we found a wheelchair lying around so I sat on it and pretended that I broke my leg wtf so we didn’t have to wait to enter rides woot! got special treatment ok they opened doors for us first and we got to sit all the way in front nyeheh

Bye bye Florida, I love you!

And then back to Boston we went. We spent another 4 days in Boston cause we didn’t wanna go back to my college and it was really fun going to Chinatown all the time.

Porridge with yau cha kwai!! mmm

I love Chinatown they have everything! My favorites are all the bakeries!!! Egg tarts (OMG I MISS THAT SO MUCH) and pineapple buns mmmm

OH I HAVE SOMETHING TO SHOW YOU GUYS

I HAVE A NEW HAIRSTYLE

DON’T LAUGH OK

PROMISE?

no difference?

I really like it!!

But barry and giang think it’s really ugly T____T

One day I woke up and had a reallyyy bad hair day cause of the static. GRR that’s why I hate the weather here! I get static on my hair all the time and it’s sooo ugly ok to have hair flying all over like when you touch that ball with magnetic dunno what then your hair fly up one

So anyway I changed my parting after 5 years of having side parting. Ya ya no big deal but it is to me ok for someone who almost never changes anything to such an adventurous act of changing her parting wtf

Why very ugly meh! I think it just needs some getting used to. Giang said I look like a village girl wtf. I know Barry secretly thinks so too but he doesn’t dare to tell me for fear of receiving a flying kick on his crotch wtf bye bye father’s day

wow it’s almost 1.5 hours to 2009 but how come I feel like it’s still May of 2008 or something! This has been such a wonderful year but I’m looking forward to growing older!

Happy new year everyone!

Thanks for reading my blog and thanks for being such an amazing audience to all my ramblings and vain pictures and silly thoughts. Here’s to another year of err..sweatlee.com wtf

=D

Sigh but then I felt sad cause I didn’t wanna be like that forever so what the heck I went and bought another bag but cheaper than the first one I bought. So err..it’s all good. What I bought this entire trip: two bags (one small one for $5 yays!), a pair of shoes and a cardigan. Not bad eh!

But I spent quite a bit on food and theme parks so it’s still a pretty expensive trip for me. BUT it’s okay this is Winter break and it’s okay to spend, as long as I’m happy and I am really really happy *tells self over and over again

So back to Florida! Oh wait let me just talk about the rides I went on on the first day, just in case anyone else plans to go too.

Simpsons Ride

This was a simulation ride so nothing much to describe. It was one of the better simulation rides though

MIB

We sat in a car and it went around this trail where there were aliens all around so we had to shoot them to get points. Yeah as you can tell, it was kinda boring

Mummy

It was a roller coaster but try as I might, I cannot remember ANYTHING about this ride now so I guess it was quite forgettable

Disaster

Ooh I liked this one! We were supposed to be the supporting cast in a disaster movie so we got to see how a movie was made etc

Twister

omg this ride was so bad…they put you in a room and show you how it feels like when there’s a twister. I guess it wasn’t thaaat bad but compared to the rest it was just meh. The effects were kind of cool though, like all the other rides

Jimmy Neutron

I have NO idea why I made Barry go on this ride with me, maybe to get my money’s worth wtf but this was the worst ride in Universal. I guess maybe cause it’s sort of a kiddy ride..it’s a simulation ride

Shrek 3D

This was for kids too but it was actually pretty cool. Basically just a 3D show but it was very real!

Continuation of Day 2

We only took half a day to see most of Universal so we had time left to go to Island of Adventure!

This was where alllll the thrill rides were, FUN FUN FUN

First ride- Hulk!

This was a roller coaster and it looked pretty scary but it was actually quite mild for us

Spiderman ride was soooo bad! It was sorta an indoor 3d roller coaster except that it wasn’t scary at all

The toon lagoon, the props are so good!

Blondies shop

Haha!

This was so cute! There were a lot more of these speech bubbles around Toon Lagoon

Next ride- the Ripsaw Falls

We sat in a log (just like the one in sunway lagoon) and we had to go through a few mini plunges before the final almost 90 degree plummet down ripsaw falls! Quite good

The lost continent’s props

Poseidon’s Fury, sort of a show/tour.

The show. This was pretty cool, they brought us into a cave and pretended that we got stuck and Poseidon had to fight with some demon (the colorful thingy is actually sort of like a screen of water where they fought) and then we were freed wtf

Free alas wtf with Poseidon’s foot (i’m wearing something else here..maybe cause this is from another day wtf i’m so confused now..too many pictures!)

Seuss Landing, where all the kiddy rides were

Happy cheery colorful buildings!

Ended Day 2 with Grinch Who Stole Xmas’ show

Went dinner with Natasha and her cousins in this Jap place. Jap food + kids = all you need to make me VERY VERY HAPPY

Omg I’m only at Day 2! hahaha soooo many more pictures!

Day 3

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Started the day looking bright and happy!

Then we went to Jurassic Park’s River Adventure which was realllylylyllyy good! We had to sit in a log thingy and it went around Jurassic Park where there were dinosaurs etc. Then we went up higher and higher and plummeted down like the Ripsaw ride but I think this was nicer cause of the dinosaurs!

Came out wet but still happy!

Engulfed in fog and mist

Went to see the Macy’s Parade next so here we are waiting for it

The Macy’s Parade

Barry while waiting to ride JAWS (omg i’m so obsessed with his nose! damn nice ok mine so big and ugly T__T)

JAWS

oh i loved this one!! We went on a boat and there was a tour guide who brought us on this ‘boat tour’ thingy and we were attacked by a shark!! Then the tour guide pretended to not know what’s going on (as if we were really on the boat tour and we were attacked by real sharks) and started shooting the sharks but they were so big and real!!! Damn cool ok

Fear Factor

This was not too bad, it was like watching Fear Factor live with the audience as contestants and it was kinda fun!

THIS IS THE BEST RIDE EVER!!!

Dueling dragons! You get to choose a dragon- fire or ice- and they are two completely different roller coasters. You choose to ride on one and these two roller coasters actually go around each other! Damn nice ok we went on this one like 4 times until we were pretty numbed to it. Sat front row too!

End of Day 3!

How ah should I continue with Day 4?

Ok I will! To make up for all the days I didn’t blog =D Actually I didn’t take a lot of pictures on day 4.

Started the day making sandwiches as usual. Barry better marry me wtf hahaha that whole sentence rhymes

I curled my hair every morning but the humidity in Florida was really bad for the curls no matter how much spray I use =(

Hahhah look at my face i look like a mouse but look at how not curly my hair is!

We finally finished every single ride there was in 2.5 days so we went to the mall

I love florida *big wet eyes. Where else can I wear a skirt like that in the US!

Barry in his pink shirt which he got for really cheap. Urban Outfitters!

I FOUND MY FAV SHOES!!! Remember the cute booties I wanted?? I saw these in Armani Exchange for $40 and I did NOT buy them T____T Cause it was kinda painful to walk in these and I suck at wearing heels anyway. sighhhhhh

Actually that’s all no more pictures for day 4! Will continue next day lah Barry is gonna kill me if I continue any longer. Hope you liked the pictures!

Sorry to disappoint but I am no longer the same Suet Li you all have learned to like and love, for today, I…

splurged.

$75 in one go. Swipe swipe. Would you like this too? Yes sure. swipe swipe. How about this bag? Omg yes that too! swipe swipe.

What has become of me?

Where do I go next?

Is this a new beginning to a horror story that ends with me being dead broke, resulting in me gambling my life away and my husband leaving me with my kids and I finally die a lonely death by the river?

Oh no that’s not too good……

omg this is crazy, I have 100+ pictures just on Day 1 alone. Posting alllll the pictures from Day 1-8 will take a LONG time but I’ll do it anyway! Cause I really like to read other people’s touristy blog posts so I’m going to assume other people like it as much too..You’re going to feel as if you went to Florida/Universal/Disney with me!

After we checked into our hotel, Natasha (my friend from Florida) told me her aunt packed nasi lemak for us so we had scrumptious malaysian food for dinner! Yays to warm weather + malaysian food

We were at downtown Disney where all the Disney shops are

With fake Cinderella

These were made of Lego!

The dragon in the water too!

Barry and I

Natasha and I. Sorry I look so ugly here T_T in fact I look quite ugly in ALL the florida pictures T__T either florida hates me or I need a new camera or I’m just..ugly wtf

Day 2

Barry at Universal! Look at the sky!!!!

Us in front of the globe.

On Hollywood Boulevard (can you see the SUN OH SO GLORIOUS SUN)

These were our first few rides!

I really like Universal for all their amazing props!

Bart and Lisa

First ride- the Simpsons Ride!

While waitingggg. Lots and lots of waiting cause there were so many people

Waiting was fun though cause they had a lot of stuff to entertain you while you wait.

The locker system is really cool cause you just have to scan your finger! No keys nothing AND IT’S FREEEE!

The men in black ride…which is kind of boring

For the JAWS ride. We reallyyy enjoyed this ride

While waiting again..

Inside the Disaster ride, which was really cool cause we became part of the cast of a disaster movie. Really nice too!

Our packed lunch to save money!!! whoever goes anywhere with me will get to save a lot of money wtf but at the expense of eating lousy food

Look at the blue sky! It’s so blue that it looks fake

Christmas tree and the blueeee sky

Bye bye Universal, your rides aren’t that nice!

Ok shit it’s time to board. I’ll have to continue this when I get to go online next time…which is in a long time cause I’m going to stay in Boston for a few days after this.

Have a nice christmas and new year if I don’t get to blog before then, byeee! Sorry if I made any typos cause I’m not in the state of mind to blog now wtf

florida is amazing and I really don’t wanna leaveeeeeeee! It’s so warm here like Malaysia and stupid Massachusetts has snow storms! GRR don’t wanna go back

I have sooooooooooooo many pictures to show everyone! I can’t wait! Ok I’ll only have internet connection in two days so for now, reread my password protected post (for those who’re in the mailing list) and try to comment cause now it works! ok bye! 

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

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Anyway everything has been too hectic lately. Packing, thinking of what to wear in florida cause it’ll be sooo warm there and I totally don’t remember how to dress for warm weather anymore, taking pictures of myself to see how I’ll look like, more packing and last minute errands to run gahhh.

Anyway these are the pictures I took yesterday. They are a little self obsessed but what the heck.

nah it’s going to be too warm to wear tights and boots!

i know this look way formal for theme parks but i’m sorry ok i don’t have a lot of fun theme park vacation kind of clothes!! and i die die don’t wanna settle with just tshirts/tubes and shorts.

i’m actually wearing a dress, tshirt over that dress and vest..i guess it’ll be wayyy too warm too

the pink skirt is actually a top i bought for aud wtf but then I thought sigh nevermind lah by the time I see her (in a year) she might have outgrown her pink phase wtf so let me just wear it now

with a pink headband. My room was in such a mess last night, sorry!

just randomly trying clothes that will match all that grayness. Sorry I’m still pretty obsessed with my boots cause they’re so expensive (for me) and I really hope they’ll match more stuff!

I usually just throw on this old shirt that Barry gave me whenever I feel lazy but Giang said it looks ’sketchy’ here >=( sketchy is not a good word!! Anyway I don’t wanna go disney looking..sketchy..so maybe I should only wear this to sleep (i was wearing shorts here ok wtf)

This is a top giang gave me for my bday but I never got around to wearing it

doing laundry with my boots wtf to practice walking in heels.I don’t get how some people can walk in heels for more than err..30 minutes.

Anyway if you wanna know, I didn’t bring any of those outfits with me to apple bottom jeans boots with the fur wtf cause I don’t have enough space!!

Ok actually I do have time to write that post..but it’s going to be so much hassle adding more people into the mailing list so I’m going to close it now. NO MORE COMMENTING IN THAT POST OK and be nice while I’m away no mean comments all ok! if not I’ll do something really mean..like call the police wtf i’m so lame har har har

p.s: i’m so sad that jay chou is coming to connecticut and i won’t be here! yes i am a closet fan of his but i’m not superrr crazy about him lah but crazy enough to buy his album! I’ve only bought two CDs in my entire life and one is Jay’s 2nd album and the other is Lee Hom’s wei yi. (but don’t be deceived, when I said I bought their albums, I meant pirated ones hahahahha I’m such a cheapskate. crazy ah spend RM40 on songs I can easily download off the internet! spending RM10 on pirated CDs is a big enough commitment for me wtf)

I love how our exams work here. Everything is self-scheduled, meaning you come and get your paper whenever you want (they have 3 exam sessions in a day) and you just go into any classroom and take it! Absolute freedom yo! We run on a system based on honor code here, meaning no violation of the honor code based on..yourself. No invigilators whatsoever to watch over you.

Anyway I only have one more exam which I’ll take tomorrow morning, and one short paper and I AM DONE FOR THIS SEMESTER. I cannot believe how fleeting this semester has been (as always) and I’m really excited to start my next semester already! Classes I’ll be taking:

Developmental Psychology

East Asian Economy

World Politics

Physics

Contemporary Chinese Fiction

I’m seriously very psyched about all these classes! Whenever I choose my classes for next semester, I feel so blessed that I chose a liberal arts education instead cause I can take whatever classes I want that sound interesting to me that I cannot do anywhere else. Woot I’m turning rather boring wtf

I’ve been thinking about writing this post (my next post, not this one) for some time but I don’t know if I should make it publicly available or password protect it..It’s nothing big but the line on how personal it is seems rather vague to me still so I don’t know if I should post it! Anyway I think I’ll password protect it first and think about making it publicly available or not later.

Hmm let’s see what is there to talk about. I can’t really concentrate on studying right now cause I AM GOING TO FLORIDA IN 3 DAYS!!!!!!1

I am sooo excited for this trip. After much planning (omg the planning was hell cause I’m trying to minimize cost here so it was so much trouble looking for the cheapest hotel/flight etc!) (but I got the best deal EVER all hail queen thrifty suet, flight is $200 round trip and hotel is $200 FOR TWO OF US FOR 7 NIGHTS WTF? am I not the best you tell me!!) (oh oh and also we’re going to boston on xmas and I booked a hotel and guess how much it is!!!!!! IT’S $69 A NIGHT IN HYATT!! Damn cheap ok considering that it’s a 4 star hotel and it’s on xmas day itself!) ok I forgot how did my sentence go before all these nonsense in parantheses wtf

Anyway point is I can’t wait!!! I’m not sure if we’re going Disney World or not since it’s sooo freaking expensive ($230 for 4 days per person!!) but we’re definitely going to Universal Studios! I’m a sucker for thrill rides so I’m quite excited about it. The last time I went to a theme park, no one wanted to go on any roller coaster with me! I was so angry cause I paid good amount of money but I only went on a stupid carousel!! *stares pointedly at Aud and Angie wtf

I used to be rather afraid of roller coasters but you know how I got rid of my fear? When I was young, I told myself I cannot waste my RM40 to enter Sunway Lagoon/Genting without going to all the rides so I went to the scariest roller coasters over and over again to get my money’s worth and guess what? I got immuned to all that and now I like roller coasters I’m such a wtf person

I probably won’t go online that entire week but don’t worry I’ll take super a lot of pictures! And the best part of this entire awesome story? It is 25 celcius in florida. TWENTY FIVE CELCIUS. Bye bye stupid winter coat and snow boots and wool cardigan! Hello shorts and thin tshirts and dresses T_______T

Haih how ah I feel like I can go on and on talking nonsense but I probably should start studying for my next exam already..

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P.S: my post after this will be password protected so if you wanna read it, leave a comment here (fill out your email address but don’t leave your email address in the comment, unless you wanna get spammed by viagra companies wtf). Do NOT leave a comment if you’ve already left one before, and if you’d already left a comment but didn’t get my email before, don’t worry I’ll send you this one.

Do NOT leave a comment if you wanna be included in the mailing list in this post!! only leave it in that post ok. And remember to mention who you are, don’t have to say why you like reading my blog lah wtf later people say i perasantan.

Anyway the next post is no big deal so don’t be disappointed when you get so excited that you get the highly coveted password wtf and when you read the post you might feel quite cheated cause there’s no secret also. Haha you think my life so glamorous meh got scandals all.

So yesterday when the clock struck 12,

*Queen Suet says:
bee
*Queen Suet says:
i have something urgent to tell you
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
babe?
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
what’s up?
*Queen Suet says
wait
*Queen Suet sends C:\Users\Suet Li\Pictures\URGENT MATTER.jpg

*Queen Suet waits patiently for Barry to open it wtf

Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
i just realized!!
*Queen Suet

Sorry for the lousy artwork I didn’t really remember until I saw that it’s almost 12 so simply paste some pictures next to the calendar that says 12 December and call it a day la wtf

Anywayyyyy 12/12 is a very special day for the both of us cause it’s our anniversary

1st year’s post here, 2nd year, 3rd year.

Do read the 3rd year’s post, I think it’s the best of the lot and I was just rereading it and still had goosebumps all over me! I don’t think I can ever write a post that’s sweeter than that! But I will not try. because it’s 3.30am now and I’m only done with 3 out of 14 chapters of my macroecon and my finals is in two days.

Ah who am I kidding! Of course I’ll try! I’ve been waiting to write this post for so long I’m not going to waste it away just cause I might flunk my exam. Anniversary post > exam, that’s the spirit right!! wtf

So hmmmm what can I say that I have not said already..Let’s read some of the hershey’s notes Barry wrote for me! Backstory: he wrote tiny notes and slipped them into 56 hershey’s kisses cause there were 56 days before we’d meet again.

omg I wanted to only choose some and write them here but it’s so hard to choose cause all of them are soooo sweet! Ok let me filter out the dirty ones first wtf. Ok here goes! In chronological order (sort of)

You served me my lasagna

yeap that’s right, that was how we first met!

I don’t know any other girl as crazy as you who’d ask me out on a sunrise first date

I’d always wanted to kiss a beautiful girl under the stars at an airport..

(back story in the 3rd year post, lazy wanna repeat)

“I don’t want this to be a December fling”

This is what he said to me 2 weeks after we started dating and it was in Dec. I replied “well then it can be a Dec-Jan fling!” and he said “I don’t want this to be a Dec-Jan fling either!” to which I replied “then it can be a Dec-Jan-Feb fling!” as you can see I’ve always been annoying wtf and then he asked me to shut up, held my hand and we continued shopping in Mid Valley wtf (but in retrospect, damnnn i was cute)

First love

The first song we made out to

“Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?’

Sneaky boy! he recited this entire poem to me on an afternoon of a glorious sunny day and it was just sooo sweet (albeit a little cheesy) and I just started tearing! I’d never forget that.

White roses!

On our first Valentine’s, he got white roses for me after an advice from jolene, and it has been our flower since =) He got me white roses every month for the first year and then no more already oi start giving me flowers or no sweet posts for you anymore

Your smile when I make your heart tingle

Whenever he says something sweet or sometimes whenever he holds my hand, I get this funny tingling sensation inside! like somewhere near my heart I think..haiya this sounds really cheesy.

(eh are you guys sure you wanna continue reading this? got a lot somemore!)

I’d probably still be an emo goth if I hadn’t met you

Awww!

Who else would I tickle and bully?

Dammit always bully me one seriously!!! He always always lies to me telling me nonsense stuff like:

eh suet you see that guy there, do you know he’s an undercover cop?

HAH?? how you know!!!

cause you can tell from the way he looks at people

What is he doing here?!

To arrest me for my crime of being too handsome

STUPIDDDDDDDDDD

Seriously I always fall for his lies one why am I so gullible?!

You’re cute when you’re gullible

Haih it’s ok lah at least I’m cute wtf

You’ll read these all at one go although I told you not to!

Tekkk wrong! I read one by one every morning when I got up You have no idea how much I looked forward to waking up just because I knew there was a note waiting for me and every note was a day closer to seeing you again =)

The way you say “hey!” when I squeeze your ass

yeah omg he’s so sneaky always squeeze my ass in public wtf?? someday I’m gonna make him pay, you think can squeeze for free one ah wtf

I’ll never forget how I felt when I first saw you..seriously!

Awwww. at least he’s sweet..alright one free squeeze for you wtf

I want to marry you

Don’t lie! The other day he told me he doesn’t believe in marriage pfft.

You understand me completely, although I don’t understand you fully yet

That’s ok I don’t think I understand myself too

I’d die for you

I’d double die for you. I win.

(i’m starting to steer from being romantic to being plain annoying am i?)

You’re always on my mind, I’ve reserved a spot for you.

Thanks baby

45 months, 0 times I’ve felt I didn’t love you.

Really? What about during the times when I say mean things when we fight?

Anyway that’s it!
It’s 4am now and I’d love to continue this post but I’m going to sleep now.

Happy 4 years baby.

They say the 3rd year is the hardest period of a relationship but we breezed through it easily. We’ve also heard the same thing about the 4th year but no problem there as well. Starting from today, it’s going to be our 5th year of trying to bust the myth yet again and I’m pretty confident we can do it too.

Despite all our arguments lately, you know I still love you just as much. Arguments are one of the only ways to bring ourselves closer to understanding each other more right? If you give me the chance, I’d love to understand you more each day until the day I die wahh corny kao kao must be the sleep-deprivation..

Sorry for this not so lovey dovey post, can’t expect me to write such sweet things all the time! After all, I am but a lost soul.. (a joke from the 3rd year post wtf)

Actually I have two types of dreams. One is the easily achievable but rather unambitious one, and the other one is something I have to work towards to. My first dream is to be…tada a good wife and mother. Quite the anticlimactic right hahaha. Oh well I’m a really homely person so all I want to do is wake my husband up, cook breakfast for him, and wait for him to come back ^_^ wtf.
Sigh I feel like the older I am, the less ambitious I am becoming. I used to be sooo full of spirit and aspirations but now..

OK NO that is not true. I am not like that. I am in a good college where everyone has a dream to be successful some day and so will I! *kiasu

Ok listen!

My dream is to have my own kindergarten one day! I really like kids and I cannot imagine what a joy it’ll be waking up each day looking forward to my job. So fun right? Teach kids how to sing, dance, draw, their first ABCs..and clean up their shit when they go “teacher…oops I shat in my pants” wtf

Isn’t it such a noble profession though? (not the cleaning up shit part) Knowing that I have a hand and role to play in the development of all these children.

But my future aside, my immediate dream is actually pretty attainable. All I want is to be able to save enough money to bring my family here to visit me! I’ve already looked for tours to the US and they’re kind of expensive I really wish I can save enough to bring all of them here for my graduation!! It’ll make them so happy since my siblings have never been anywhere outside Malaysia before. Sigh it’s going to be tough though since I don’t even have enough money to pay my own loan.

Now I wish I had thought of this earlier and had joined the Dutch Lady It Starts in Me contest. I know this sounds advertorialish but if I had known that earlier, I could have been given RM15,000 to fulfill my dream. I would soooo join and go with the kindergarten dream! It’s not a big dream that can help a lot of people but I might have a chance I think..

Anyway, the deadline is over and I can’t join now but! I guess I could always help someone else realize their dream =)

Visit the contest website as they have already selected their top ten finalists! All you have to do is buy any Dutch Lady Shine products and get the unique code (peel off the sticker on the cap of your Shine drink, each code entitles you to TWO votes), then watch all the videos and vote for your favorite one!

There are videos of people wanting to fulfill all sorts of dreams! To be a singer (Cindy! Congrats! her video is very well made ), to be a photographer, to participate in an international paintball tournament, to publish a magazine, to start her own image company, to help the speech impaired people and other really inspiring stuff.

I’ve already voted for some of my favorites too cause my mom always buys the Shine drinks and it’s such a waste throwing them away without at least voting for someone.

Oh I’ve been wondering..why are all of them females?? I think it’s true that women are usually much more ambitious than guys. Coming from a women’s college, I can totally attest to that! Girl power!!!!1 wtf

Yeap so vote, help a fellow Malaysian, and stand a chance to win RM9,000 worth of vouchers if you send in lotsa votes! (4 weekly prizes of RM1,000 vouchers, and the grand prize of RM5,000 shopping vouchers $_$)

P.S: The website has some really good tips on how to vote and win!

You can either host a Shine party (buy a carton of Shine drinks! I really like the orange mango one A LOT) or for those of you who want to lose weight, buy lots of them and eat yoghurt/drink yoghurt drink instead of skipping meals! Everyone knows yoghurt’s good for you plus it’s 0% fat (my fav word).

P.P.S: Despite this being an advertorial, I DO buy dutch lady’s yoghurt drink and I DID vote so no false advertisement here.

WTF HAHAHHAHA why my luck not so good when it comes to winning lucky draws and magical chair or spin the bottle game wtf everytime never get to kiss my crush one T_T (not now la ok last time! later my bf emo)

But my only consolation is that post is mainly about myself though, and some info calling out to let people know there’s a contest and how you can go about voting..so I guess it’s not too much about branding so phew.

Also, I know this will sound stupid now that I’m saying it cause I’m posting an advertorial later but I hope nobody misconstrued my post. It is not about how I hate advertisements ok it is about my inner conflicts and my personal battle with fame money blog and err life in general wtf

Ok after this lousy disclaimer which might not do any good anyway, we can now go back to our lives of paper writing, blueberry picking and random shit like that. I’m going to take a nap now and when I wake up I’ll attempt to write the longest entry in the whole world to distract people from thinking about this freak coincidence.

Haih die lah this time *puts on brave face but actually shivering inside one wtf

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ok mission to write a super long post to distract people starts now!

First of all let’s talk about err.. my day. Today is a good day because it’s 9 celcius today!!! *GASPS. It was just -10 celcius yesterday and suddenly now it’s 20 celcius higher WTF global warming kao kao. I knew Gore was right dammit him and his..charts wtf

And then err..shit that’s all nothing to talk about already T__T Cannot die die must make this entry as long as possible!

Let me si dan si dan (cincai/simply/without a care in the world wtf how do you actually translate cincai and simply into good english?) sift through my phone and see if I have pictures to post up. Everyone knows pictures make your posts longer whee!

oh yeah this is to show you how those boots look like with leggings. perhaps slightly better but they still make my legs look so short!

Speaking of short have I ever told you what I really want in life? Like in my next life if I get reincarnated and am not a pig or something wtf, I only want TWO things! Not that greedy right only two things ok!

I want to be rich and tall. That’s all!!! I want to be 5 feet 7 that’s all is that too much to ask for T__T Just 170cm please lah let me be 170 please please *obsessive wtf. And why rich it’s so I don’t have to worry about a lot of things and if I was rich but ugly I can go get plastic surgery! As long as got money can already.

Haih if I was 170cm there are so many things I can do in life. I’ll look instantly better in everything! and I’m sure if I was 170cm I can play basketball better too. Being short sucks although I’m faster than taller people but I get blocked/tapped all the time when I shoot T_T And when I try to get rebounds people would laugh at me T___T

And last time when I was playing basketball this tall guy came up to me and said hey shorty how is the world down below? STUPID then I tried to take revenge by standing in front of him so I can get the rebound but as fate would have it I jumped as high as I could but I only reached his shoulders wtf

Eh can you imagine or not! This scene of me jumping vigorously to get rebound and this tall guy just stands there and looks at me while laughing and reaches over and grabs the ball easily

Wah actually I think I’m quite good at this whole trying to distract people thing. alright let’s move on

But please lah 170cm please

The other day when I was working in the gym and my nose started running so I took a picture of my red nose (like that also wanna take pic wtf shaddap that’s what a camera phone is for!)

I AM SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So sad that I can’t join the team and have to sit here and collect money instead! See if I was 170cm at least I’d be more confident to try out for the team! Everyone is at least 170cm and it’s so intimidating for a 156cm (actually i lied it’s 155 lalala maybe if i keep telling myself it’s 156 then it’ll really be 156) girl like me.

me collecting money..sorta.

170 cm 170 cm god I AM kind of annoying

the other day when it first snowed! as much as I hate snow now cause of how disgusting it is after a while, the sight of seeing everything covered in white always calms me down.

I was actually fighting with Barry here on the phone and then I looked outside and totally calmed down a little. And 2 minutes later I was yelling at him again wtf

I am not a fan of pink clothes at all but I wasn’t in a good mood that day and I needed something to cheer me up =(

Shit I don’t have pictures to show anymore. Erm erm lemme think. Oh yeah that day something really stupid happened. I went to the gym cause I haven’t been exercising for a long time. And then I did the weights for 5 minutes and looked at myself in the mirror and thought “eh actually i’m not that fat what”

then i took a picture..and left the gym.

WTF?????????

That’s not the stupid thing you know. The stupid thing is now that I’m looking back at that picture, I realize that what was I thinking my tummy was clearly bulging and all why was I so delusional??

HAHAHA funny right laugh la

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It was Tze’s bday two days ago so happy birthday to her! Everyone around me is growing older each day this is making me worried. Why? Cause I’m reading this book for my econ class and it’s all about the population crisis and how people are aging and there are fewer baby boomers now. 30-50 years from now, we’ll have more elderly than young people. Who’re gonna pay all the taxes to finance the medicare and social welfare that the old people are claiming benefits from??**

So after reading the first few chapters, I told Barry that we cannot wait anymore. In fact my exact words were,

“Barry Ooi, I know you’re still young and all but the world needs us. I cannot let it down like this and see the economy suffer in the future. We have gotta repopulate the world now. It’s all up to us!!!”

As expected, he didn’t take the news very kindly because everyone knows how much he hates kids. But I don’t care I’m going to have 6 kids, MINIMUM.

** this does not apply to developing countries wtf

Anyway it’s a long boring entry, you can skip this.

With the emergence of blog advertising companies, I’m getting more and more consumed with all that has to do with it lately (not lately, it’s been going on for years now, my erm, feeling of being consumed wtf) that it’s sort of driving me crazy.

When I started out 5 years ago, I couldn’t care less about my hits. All I cared about was how many comments I got cause with comments, it means that people do read things I say and have something to say in return instead of merely dropping by to look at pictures. I first learned how many people actually read me in a day in 2007 and was rather baffled by the numbers. In today’s standard, it probably isn’t much anyway but it came as a shock to me back then still.

Then along came blog advertising and using your blog as a money-making medium and all that jazz. I was never really against the idea cause you know me and how my life is practically all about how to be the person with the most money in the bank wtf. So I added the advertisements and was surprised at the amount I actually earned. This was real money, not just virtual money. This was money I could take out of my bank and buy real stuff you know, money that can pay for my education or clothes or..money I can survive with.

Merely being receptive to the idea of making money with my blog and earning whatever I could get without being too bothered about it slowly turned more and more…what’s a good word for it..erm crazy? I dunno. What more when there are so many other bloggers who are also doing the same thing, it just makes everything seems like a big ugly competition.

And then there comes the popularity issue. How to be more popular, how to write to attract more readers, how to get yourself invited to events, how to make sure your readers stay, how to this that this that this that. And then there are the haters. The trolls of da internetsss. Their sole mission in life is to show that when there’s fame, there’s shame. They trawl the internets for gossips and dramas and thrive on them. They read pages and pages of archives to dig for one tiny trivial blunder in your life and highlight it to the world.

Trolls make up a very interesting species in the internets. They exist to set society straight, to send the message that there’s always a trade-off out there. It’s either this, or that. Either you want fame at the expense of having your dirty laundry aired in public, or you keep a low profile and enjoy the privacy.

Actually what is my point of this entry ah? I kind of forgot along the way wtf. In fact I’m just thinking as I write.. Ok what really sparked this off is years of suppressed thoughts about this very different world of blogging today. A world where it’s no longer just about reading about a friend’s life and what she has been up to lately, but a world of advertorials and posts designed to market yourself to garner extra hits. I’m not pointing fingers here I’m talking about myself ok so don’t perasantan so much.

What also sparked this was when I came to my blog and was taken aback at how green it is. Wait so now I can have a brand plaster their products all over my blog for money?? You mean I don’t have to study my ass off for a degree and find a job and work 60 hours a week but just sit here and write and get the same amount of money for it? Why am I still in college?!

Yeah there are days when I feel kind of dirty (in a bad way not in a rowr sexy kind of way wtf) when I accept advertorials, because that means I’m whoring myself yet again. But the money is tempting..very very tempting. There’s no need to spend 2 hours commuting to work, no need to get yelled at by your superiors, no need to spend 10 hours doing something you don’t enjoy.

Wait that’s not it you know. There are so many other issues behind the scene. Catfights, backstabbings, snitchings, ways to market yourself in ways you cannot imagine etc. I never got the idea behind all these. I innocently asked a friend once, why would someone take this whole blogging issue as a competition when everyone can equally be the best right? Isn’t this mutually exclusive? I have my readers, and those readers can read your blog and we both win! Where is the need for a showdown?

But things aren’t as easy as that. I’m going to spare you the complexity of how things actually work but let’s just say it’s ugly. It’s really really ugly. All bloggers (especially well known ones) aren’t as simple-minded jolly happy nice kind benevolent people as they depict themselves. That doesn’t exclude me, especially when this whole issue concerns big bucks. And i’m talking crazy CRAZY money here. 4 digits. 5 digits. even 6 digits for some people o.0

So what is it going to be?

What is the value of my blog now? Everytime before I write a personal public entry that showcases my life and my pictures, I wonder if this is the right choice. Is this going to be the post people will pick on? Is this the post that will be the subject of scrutiny? Iyer why is she thinks she so pretty why she likes to show her face so much why she so shameless why she talks about her boyfriend so much she just wants to make people jealous.

Ok I don’t want to sound arrogant but I do have a rather considerable amount of readers a day (maybe less now that I’ve changed my rss feed back to normal. that’s a story for another day). I wonder all the time if these few thousand people read me because they truly like me, or are they hawks, waiting for my downfall so they can start collecting bits and pieces of my broken parts to gloat about. See I told you fame is no good. See you asked for it when you started getting too personal with your blog.

omg this is a long entry my thoughts are all disjointed but here is where I shall end for now. This post has a lot of innuendos, things that I’ve been wanting to say for some time but never have the guts to. But here I leave anyway in confusion with the ambiguous line to be drawn. At which point does this crazy world get too much? Will I regret all the things I’ve written about in my blog? Will this be good for me in the future? I mean obviously I will never get that popular to the point that I have people harping on everything I write or digging my deep dark secrets out..

Should I get less personal first in preparation for this? You know all the hoopla about companies now reading employee-to-be’s blog and all that. Will I lose the essence of who I am if I start detaching myself? Will I lose my readers? All the fame and money I now have? (yeah i know it’s not much but it’s a lot more than I’d ever imagined) But I do really genuinely like sharing my life with everyone else..

Decisions decisions.

She dragged herself out of bed and back to the jungle. Fairy godmother can solve this for me I’m sure, she thought. Lalala dum dee dum, she hopped and danced her way to the lakeside.

Upon reaching the familiar sight of the tranquil water and chirpy birds, she was shocked to find that the fairy godmother was nowhere to be found. No amicable smiling face and no wave of a friendly wand now to bail her out of her miseries.

She then realized that she was now all alone. But she skipped and bounced her way back home anyway, and really lived happily ever after.

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I realize that I probably wasted your time making you read a stupid made up fairytale wtf but to me, this is a story full of hope and sadness. Nobody really got it right about what I’m trying to say. It is not a story about me, but a story about everyone else who has a dream that needs to be fulfilled. Haih oklah that sounds cliched but nooo that wasn’t what I meant! Nevermind it has a metaphorical meaning but only I know it and I don’t know how to convey it T_T

Fairytales and happy endings aside, I have something cool to show you! Or something I thought was cool..

The other day I was surfing around trying to avoid having to do my homework when I saw this cool thingy where you can make a baby!

Whee I like babies I wanna make babies all day and night (which I did..) so let me show you my babies!

This is my baby with barry! I don’t like him he looks sad =(

This is my second baby with Barry! I like this one, I’ll keep this and throw the first one away wtf. Hide him in the basement.

This is Jiameei and Litat’s baby! He looks a little like mine (that’s why I think this program is fake! I think they simply randomly choose for you, doesn’t have anything to do with your uploaded pictures) except that this baby looks so much like a brownoser! hahahha like very eager to please the parents that type

Mummy mummy can I help you with anything *blink blink* Do you need those shoes polished

No just go play or do your homework

But..but I’ve already done my homework! In fact, I did 2 weeks’ worth of homework in advance would you like to see how I derive the ISLM curve? WTF

And then I thought..hmm I need to make a baby with the prettiest girl alive and see if the baby is really cute! So obviously, i chose angelababy my idol

who is this alien?????! I called him retard wtf cause why look so retarded one? T___T Look at angelababy! I thought if I put angelababy as the mom no matter how ugly the dad is the baby will still look cute.

Angelababy and Jay chou but why the baby still looks so ugly T_T

I’m starting to doubt the authenticity of this program. How can I put two of the most beautiful people on earth and get such a normal looking baby like this?!?!

This is my first baby with Tom. I’m calling him Tom cause he’s my husband, his nama manja (nama jolokan wtf) is tom tom boy WTF

This is my second baby with tom. I’m considering a divorce.

This is my baby with my second husband wtf takeshi. WAIT A MINUTE. This child of mine looks strangely very familiar………why so? hmmm…

That was when I put two and two together and realized that

=

I just had twins with two different guys wtf

I guess that was when I realized that this program is fake and maybe just randomly chooses babies for you regardless of who the parents are. After two days of playing with this, I’ve learnt my lesson that the people who made this were only out to get poor unsuspecting baby lovers like me wuwuwu T____T

(don’t bother asking me where I got it from, don’t wanna get you tricked too!)

the end of an adventurous day trying to figure out how my baby will look like now it’s time to study

The young girl went back home with hope bursting from every single part of her body, but she did not live happily ever after. She hopped and danced her way home, touching the tree branches on the way. She whistled merrily, and felt herself getting lighter now that all her burdens and worries were gone.

A bird flew by and she shouted to it, you know what little birdy, I have a feeling that I’m going to be the happiest girl alive! I am free from my troubles!

The next day, she woke up feeling disappointed. All the hope and joy she thought she had inside her were all gone. She no longer felt like the happiest girl on earth but what happened? Ah, she said. That must be cause I forgot another part of my wish!

So she went to the jungle and lo and behold, fairy godmother was still lepaking by the lakeside.

Dear fairy godmother, you have fulfilled the wish I had yesterday but I also realized that I have another dream. I want to have more friends here cause I’m dying of loneliness and it’s so weird because I never had trouble making friends but this is truly driving me crazy. I don’t want to graduate alone next time! What if I die today in my room and nobody will know because nobody knows me and I’ll rot for weeks and it’ll be a mess to clean up and I’ll haunt this room forever and I’ll just be nothing but a legend of the lonely ghost.

Fairy godmother looked up at the girl with pleading eyes, waved her wand and said now you have more friends and you won’t die of loneliness and you won’t graduate alone next time and if you die today in your room somebody will know and you’ll not rot for weeks and it won’t be a mess to clean up and you’ll not haunt this room forever and YOU’RE NOT GOING TO BE A GHOST DAMMIT WHY DO I HAVE TO REPEAT EVERYTHING

So, the young girl got her wish again. She hopped her way back home and lived happily ever after.

One fine day, she saw a fairy godmother lepaking by the lakeside.

Dear fairy godmother, all I want is to be able to spend without getting panic attacks that I’m gonna go broke soon and I won’t have savings and my future will be destroyed and my kids will blame me for the rest of my life for not saving up for them and they’ll send me to the old folks’ home and not pay the monthly fees and I will then have to pack my stuff and be humiliated by all the other old people and die a lonely death by the river.

Fairy godmother played with her wand and poof! Then she said now you can spend without getting panic attacks that you’re gonna go broke soon and not have savings and your future will be destroyed and your kids will blame you for the rest of your life for not saving up for them and they’ll send you to the old folks’ home and not pay the monthly fees and you will then have to pack your stuff and be humiliated by all the other old people and die a lonely death by the river.

The young girl went back home and lived happily ever after.

life’s brief candle.

Am I the poor player that struts and frets my hour upon the stage?

Will I be heard no more?

It is a tale, told by an idiot. Full of sound and fury.

And thus the light is blown away, blown to its dusty death.

Signifying nothing.

If I die today, will the earth stop moving?

If I die today, will anyone know?

Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow.

So yeah my point is, I never had good fashion sense and never will. My clothes are all under $10 but the other day, I bought something over $10 T___T I’ve always always wanted a pair of booties cause they seem to go so well with leggings! So I spent $30 on this pair I saw in forever 21 and now I regret it like crazy!!! Cause 1. they kinda hurt cause I’m not used to wearing heels and 2. i dunno if they’re nice or not!!

I couldn’t return them cause I walked in them once and lousy soles are now kinda stained after that 5 minute walk! So it’s either..I sell them on ebay wtf or just keep them. What do you think? Lemme show you.

This is the pair of boots I got. My favorite pair is actually this:

OMG SO PRETTYYYYY and it has v neck whatever you call it, so your legs won’t look as short!!

Alas, I couldn’t afford this, so I just got the grey ones from f21 =( they’re like 50% cheaper.

But now I can’t decide if they’re nice!!

Do they make my legs look shorter? Especially when I’m already so short

sorry not showing face cause look a bit like shit. a bit only wtf

the thing that sucks most is i got them in grey so they’re kind of hard to match..especially when my wardrobe is so limited. i don’t think they match that well with light colors?

see! with red scarf also they look a bit mismatched already

what about this hahaha

Anyway what do you think? Should I sell them off or keep them? Grey is so hard to play around with! sigh mummy why wasn’t I born with better fashion sense wtf

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That aside, were you shocked when you first saw my blog? Sorry! please get used to it for this whole festive month! Besides, green is good for your eyesight =P And you can play with the bottle opener too! I wanted to match my entire layout with it but I don’t have time to look for a green layout.

Speaking of time, there are only 2 weeks left before the end of this semester, and 2.5 weeks before winter break! Yaysss I really need a holiday now (yeah thanksgiving break just passed i know but it wasn’t enough!).

Two exams, three papers and I’m done! I should really get started on my papers now…

…now………

now?…..

nao.

NaO

nAO?

NOW!

I can’t bring myself to do it! How I think I don’t wanna major in Economics anymore cause it’s such a boring subject. Why did I choose it T_T My stupid econometrics paper is on FDI and growth and it’s sooo boring I don’t wanna write it! I HATE ECONS I HATE AMERICA I WANNA GO HOME.

You know what I really miss right now? I miss the flexibility of being back home, where we can just go classes in the day and go wherever we want at night. Here, I’m stuck in my room 24 freaking hours a day. No one-u/pyramid/midvalley/going cinema/eat out/hawker/mamak nothing!! No car no public transportation I’m stuck in the middle of nowhere!!! with lesbians and weird people whine whine i’m such a whiny girl today i hate myself IT’S THE FUCKING WINTER BLUES i tell you (not that it’s snowing yet)

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omg I have sooooo much to talk about!! Where do I start??
Please close all your browsers/save all your work/tell your friend you’ll brb cause this will be a looong post (yeah yeah suet just get started already!) (ok sir wtf)

**lots of pictures/videos ahead**

Let’s start from last week!

Camwhoring while studying. Look at all the red dots on my face!! Maybe it’s time to wash the bedsheet teehee wtf

Using paper clip as hair clip cause it’s cheap

Redbull as my companion on cold lonely nights T_T

1 more hershey= 1 more day!

yays he’s here! not even paying attention to me hmmp! he was playing his beloved word challenge

going to northampton for nice chinese food =)

too cold out so had to wear boots.

camwhoring while barry is playing word challenge AGAIN

OK LET ME TALK ABOUT MY COOKING!

cooking day 1

omelette with chinese sausage, mushroom and onions!

mushrooms with oyster sauce mmm

actually not that good bleh. I haven’t cooked in a long time so forgot how already =(

but as long as we’re full!

DAY 2: curry chicken with potatoes, ma po tofu with minced meat and stir fry vege (curry was cooked by barry after i scolded him for not helping wtf then he emoed and took all the stuff and went kitchen and cooked it himself…..but peel potatoes also took 1 hr wtf OUCH HE KICKED ME CIS)

OK THIS IS EXCITING!!

DAY 3

HAINANESE CHICKEN RICE!!!!!!!!!

I was sooo excited to try this out!

GREAT recipe from here!

Boil the chicken uncovered for 20 minutes, then turn off stove and cover the top for 20 minutes, then put in cold water for 5 mins! The recipe used a whole chicken so I think that would be better.

fry uncooked rice with chicken fats, ginger and garlic! then add chicken broth and cook it in rice cooker

the chicken! sorry i used my phone to take this so it’s not that clear

mmm the rice did taste/smell like the hawker’s chicken rice!

does it look good??? it does taste very good though! maybe cause i’ve been deprived of malaysian food for so long. sorry bad quality!

i think barry liked it a lot!

ice cream while watching tv

Lunch Day 4

simple maggi goreng with turkey ham and egg

then!! I cooked my favorite food!!

CLAYPOT CHICKEN RICE, recipe from here.

ingredients: shitake mushroom, ginger, garlic and chinese sausage

marinate chicken and leave it for an hour

fry everything!

add into the rice when it’s half cooked!

barry showing off and got scolded by me wtf

mmm! it’s not as black cause i didn’t have dark soy sauce but it tasted as good nevertheless!

our meal (vege fried by barry, must mention if not he kick me again wuwu wtf)

my fav shitake mushroom ^_^

ice cream while watching The Girl Who Leapt Through Time, really good anime!

FUH THE END!!!

Oh wait, I have a silly video to show you.

This is the first time (and last time), ladies and gentlemen, that you’ll ever hear me sing. Please appreciate this rare occurence.

Guess all the songs we sang!

First person to guess all wins a virtual tom yam maggi!

I finally have time to breathe and blog like normal again after my long and hectic week of exams exams and more exams. I’m still kind of busy cause I have to write an advertorial which is kinda overdue and do like 4 out of the 5 things in my checklist still T__T

But! I found a good way to update on my life when I’m busy! Video blog! I’ve done that before but always not wanna do it again because some people just couldn’t stop picking on my accent dammit. Okay yeah fine I do realize that I have a funny accent but that’s cause I’m trying to not speak with lahs and ehs and mehs cause it’s weird speaking in fast malaysian accent to an inanimate object…not that it’s not weird speaking to an inanimate object in the first place wtf

haiya let’s not waste time on disclaimers. If you don’t like to hear then don’t watch la please don’t complain. sheesh so hard to satisfy the whole world. If i don’t blog frequent enough then I’d get ”when is your next post faster la sien of this post already”. If I post wordy stuff then people whine about the lack of pictures, if I post too many pictures then people think I’m too vain and self-obsessed, if I post emo stuff then people say I’m too ranty, if post happy stuff then people say I’m showing off my perfect life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wah as if my whole life revolves around my blog meh I got more to life than sit down and think how to satisfy everyone ok.

Ok anywayyy, here are some stupid videos before I blog properly again.

(pardon the french, he was just too stressed after losing) (and i’m not always such a prude ok wtf “don’t swear” omg so annoying la me)

If you’re too lazy to watch that, basically I was just talking about what I’ve been doing lately. I’ve been studying a lot, playing word challenge with barry A LOT, trying to cook for him since I don’t wanna pay for his meals (kiamsiapppp) and I’m gonna cook hainanese chicken rice tomorrow and claypot chicken rice the day after! super excitedddd!! cause I’m not thaaat good at cooking as much as I like food but we’ll see..

This is a video of me acting super silly after studying for a few hours (that’s why look like shit) T___T seriously gone crazy already. But then again this is how I act when I’m not crazy too! poor barry. dating a retarded gf wtf

This is me drinking redbull before studying. The redbull here is carbonated and I don’t like that cause it gives me gas and I tend to release those gases (fart/ kentut hahaha you know right for my BM oral I talked about kentut for 10 minutes WTF and got A ok wtf) so here I am trying to release the gas by shaking it…I can’t think of any other way!! I forgot to shake the can before opening it and I don’t wanna use my finger and get it dirty..

Alright that’s all for now, wish me luck in trying to cook good chicken rice!!!