I’m so annoyed right now cause not everything is going as planned! I was supposed to write my pswrd protected entry and schedule it to go up when i’m gone in florida but now I don’t have time to write it! grrrr i was really looking forward to write that post.

Anyway everything has been too hectic lately. Packing, thinking of what to wear in florida cause it’ll be sooo warm there and I totally don’t remember how to dress for warm weather anymore, taking pictures of myself to see how I’ll look like, more packing and last minute errands to run gahhh.

Anyway these are the pictures I took yesterday. They are a little self obsessed but what the heck.

nah it’s going to be too warm to wear tights and boots!

i know this look way formal for theme parks but i’m sorry ok i don’t have a lot of fun theme park vacation kind of clothes!! and i die die don’t wanna settle with just tshirts/tubes and shorts.

i’m actually wearing a dress, tshirt over that dress and vest..i guess it’ll be wayyy too warm too

the pink skirt is actually a top i bought for aud wtf but then I thought sigh nevermind lah by the time I see her (in a year) she might have outgrown her pink phase wtf so let me just wear it now

with a pink headband. My room was in such a mess last night, sorry!

just randomly trying clothes that will match all that grayness. Sorry I’m still pretty obsessed with my boots cause they’re so expensive (for me) and I really hope they’ll match more stuff!

I usually just throw on this old shirt that Barry gave me whenever I feel lazy but Giang said it looks ’sketchy’ here >=( sketchy is not a good word!! Anyway I don’t wanna go disney looking..sketchy..so maybe I should only wear this to sleep (i was wearing shorts here ok wtf)

This is a top giang gave me for my bday but I never got around to wearing it

doing laundry with my boots wtf to practice walking in heels.I don’t get how some people can walk in heels for more than err..30 minutes.

Anyway if you wanna know, I didn’t bring any of those outfits with me to apple bottom jeans boots with the fur wtf cause I don’t have enough space!!

Ok actually I do have time to write that post..but it’s going to be so much hassle adding more people into the mailing list so I’m going to close it now. NO MORE COMMENTING IN THAT POST OK and be nice while I’m away no mean comments all ok! if not I’ll do something really mean..like call the police wtf i’m so lame har har har

p.s: i’m so sad that jay chou is coming to connecticut and i won’t be here! yes i am a closet fan of his but i’m not superrr crazy about him lah but crazy enough to buy his album! I’ve only bought two CDs in my entire life and one is Jay’s 2nd album and the other is Lee Hom’s wei yi. (but don’t be deceived, when I said I bought their albums, I meant pirated ones hahahahha I’m such a cheapskate. crazy ah spend RM40 on songs I can easily download off the internet! spending RM10 on pirated CDs is a big enough commitment for me wtf)

I feel sooo relieved now that I’m done with my macro econ exam!! Recap of what happened this entire err..weekend. How come I feel like I haven’t blogged in ages but it has only been 2 days hmm. Anyway I’ve been studying my ass off (sorta) and I took my econ paper the first thing on Mon morning!

I love how our exams work here. Everything is self-scheduled, meaning you come and get your paper whenever you want (they have 3 exam sessions in a day) and you just go into any classroom and take it! Absolute freedom yo! We run on a system based on honor code here, meaning no violation of the honor code based on..yourself. No invigilators whatsoever to watch over you.

Anyway I only have one more exam which I’ll take tomorrow morning, and one short paper and I AM DONE FOR THIS SEMESTER. I cannot believe how fleeting this semester has been (as always) and I’m really excited to start my next semester already! Classes I’ll be taking:

Developmental Psychology

East Asian Economy

World Politics

Physics

Contemporary Chinese Fiction

I’m seriously very psyched about all these classes! Whenever I choose my classes for next semester, I feel so blessed that I chose a liberal arts education instead cause I can take whatever classes I want that sound interesting to me that I cannot do anywhere else. Woot I’m turning rather boring wtf

I’ve been thinking about writing this post (my next post, not this one) for some time but I don’t know if I should make it publicly available or password protect it..It’s nothing big but the line on how personal it is seems rather vague to me still so I don’t know if I should post it! Anyway I think I’ll password protect it first and think about making it publicly available or not later.

Hmm let’s see what is there to talk about. I can’t really concentrate on studying right now cause I AM GOING TO FLORIDA IN 3 DAYS!!!!!!1

I am sooo excited for this trip. After much planning (omg the planning was hell cause I’m trying to minimize cost here so it was so much trouble looking for the cheapest hotel/flight etc!) (but I got the best deal EVER all hail queen thrifty suet, flight is $200 round trip and hotel is $200 FOR TWO OF US FOR 7 NIGHTS WTF? am I not the best you tell me!!) (oh oh and also we’re going to boston on xmas and I booked a hotel and guess how much it is!!!!!! IT’S $69 A NIGHT IN HYATT!! Damn cheap ok considering that it’s a 4 star hotel and it’s on xmas day itself!) ok I forgot how did my sentence go before all these nonsense in parantheses wtf

Anyway point is I can’t wait!!! I’m not sure if we’re going Disney World or not since it’s sooo freaking expensive ($230 for 4 days per person!!) but we’re definitely going to Universal Studios! I’m a sucker for thrill rides so I’m quite excited about it. The last time I went to a theme park, no one wanted to go on any roller coaster with me! I was so angry cause I paid good amount of money but I only went on a stupid carousel!! *stares pointedly at Aud and Angie wtf

I used to be rather afraid of roller coasters but you know how I got rid of my fear? When I was young, I told myself I cannot waste my RM40 to enter Sunway Lagoon/Genting without going to all the rides so I went to the scariest roller coasters over and over again to get my money’s worth and guess what? I got immuned to all that and now I like roller coasters I’m such a wtf person

I probably won’t go online that entire week but don’t worry I’ll take super a lot of pictures! And the best part of this entire awesome story? It is 25 celcius in florida. TWENTY FIVE CELCIUS. Bye bye stupid winter coat and snow boots and wool cardigan! Hello shorts and thin tshirts and dresses T_______T

Haih how ah I feel like I can go on and on talking nonsense but I probably should start studying for my next exam already..

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P.S: my post after this will be password protected so if you wanna read it, leave a comment here (fill out your email address but don’t leave your email address in the comment, unless you wanna get spammed by viagra companies wtf). Do NOT leave a comment if you’ve already left one before, and if you’d already left a comment but didn’t get my email before, don’t worry I’ll send you this one.

Do NOT leave a comment if you wanna be included in the mailing list in this post!! only leave it in that post ok. And remember to mention who you are, don’t have to say why you like reading my blog lah wtf later people say i perasantan.

Anyway the next post is no big deal so don’t be disappointed when you get so excited that you get the highly coveted password wtf and when you read the post you might feel quite cheated cause there’s no secret also. Haha you think my life so glamorous meh got scandals all.

I’ve been waiting all this month to write this post but when it’s finally time to, I don’t even know what to say!

So yesterday when the clock struck 12,

*Queen Suet says:
bee
*Queen Suet says:
i have something urgent to tell you
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
babe?
Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
what’s up?
*Queen Suet says
wait
*Queen Suet sends C:\Users\Suet Li\Pictures\URGENT MATTER.jpg

*Queen Suet waits patiently for Barry to open it wtf

Barry Ooi Eu Hock says:
i just realized!!
*Queen Suet

Sorry for the lousy artwork I didn’t really remember until I saw that it’s almost 12 so simply paste some pictures next to the calendar that says 12 December and call it a day la wtf

Anywayyyyy 12/12 is a very special day for the both of us cause it’s our anniversary

1st year’s post here, 2nd year, 3rd year.

Do read the 3rd year’s post, I think it’s the best of the lot and I was just rereading it and still had goosebumps all over me! I don’t think I can ever write a post that’s sweeter than that! But I will not try. because it’s 3.30am now and I’m only done with 3 out of 14 chapters of my macroecon and my finals is in two days.

Ah who am I kidding! Of course I’ll try! I’ve been waiting to write this post for so long I’m not going to waste it away just cause I might flunk my exam. Anniversary post > exam, that’s the spirit right!! wtf

So hmmmm what can I say that I have not said already..Let’s read some of the hershey’s notes Barry wrote for me! Backstory: he wrote tiny notes and slipped them into 56 hershey’s kisses cause there were 56 days before we’d meet again.

omg I wanted to only choose some and write them here but it’s so hard to choose cause all of them are soooo sweet! Ok let me filter out the dirty ones first wtf. Ok here goes! In chronological order (sort of)

You served me my lasagna

yeap that’s right, that was how we first met!

I don’t know any other girl as crazy as you who’d ask me out on a sunrise first date

I’d always wanted to kiss a beautiful girl under the stars at an airport..

(back story in the 3rd year post, lazy wanna repeat)

“I don’t want this to be a December fling”

This is what he said to me 2 weeks after we started dating and it was in Dec. I replied “well then it can be a Dec-Jan fling!” and he said “I don’t want this to be a Dec-Jan fling either!” to which I replied “then it can be a Dec-Jan-Feb fling!” as you can see I’ve always been annoying wtf and then he asked me to shut up, held my hand and we continued shopping in Mid Valley wtf (but in retrospect, damnnn i was cute)

First love

The first song we made out to

“Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day?’

Sneaky boy! he recited this entire poem to me on an afternoon of a glorious sunny day and it was just sooo sweet (albeit a little cheesy) and I just started tearing! I’d never forget that.

White roses!

On our first Valentine’s, he got white roses for me after an advice from jolene, and it has been our flower since =) He got me white roses every month for the first year and then no more already oi start giving me flowers or no sweet posts for you anymore

Your smile when I make your heart tingle

Whenever he says something sweet or sometimes whenever he holds my hand, I get this funny tingling sensation inside! like somewhere near my heart I think..haiya this sounds really cheesy.

(eh are you guys sure you wanna continue reading this? got a lot somemore!)

I’d probably still be an emo goth if I hadn’t met you

Awww!

Who else would I tickle and bully?

Dammit always bully me one seriously!!! He always always lies to me telling me nonsense stuff like:

eh suet you see that guy there, do you know he’s an undercover cop?

HAH?? how you know!!!

cause you can tell from the way he looks at people

What is he doing here?!

To arrest me for my crime of being too handsome

STUPIDDDDDDDDDD

Seriously I always fall for his lies one why am I so gullible?!

You’re cute when you’re gullible

Haih it’s ok lah at least I’m cute wtf

You’ll read these all at one go although I told you not to!

Tekkk wrong! I read one by one every morning when I got up You have no idea how much I looked forward to waking up just because I knew there was a note waiting for me and every note was a day closer to seeing you again =)

The way you say “hey!” when I squeeze your ass

yeah omg he’s so sneaky always squeeze my ass in public wtf?? someday I’m gonna make him pay, you think can squeeze for free one ah wtf

I’ll never forget how I felt when I first saw you..seriously!

Awwww. at least he’s sweet..alright one free squeeze for you wtf

I want to marry you

Don’t lie! The other day he told me he doesn’t believe in marriage pfft.

You understand me completely, although I don’t understand you fully yet

That’s ok I don’t think I understand myself too

I’d die for you

I’d double die for you. I win.

(i’m starting to steer from being romantic to being plain annoying am i?)

You’re always on my mind, I’ve reserved a spot for you.

Thanks baby

45 months, 0 times I’ve felt I didn’t love you.

Really? What about during the times when I say mean things when we fight?

Anyway that’s it!
It’s 4am now and I’d love to continue this post but I’m going to sleep now.

Happy 4 years baby.

They say the 3rd year is the hardest period of a relationship but we breezed through it easily. We’ve also heard the same thing about the 4th year but no problem there as well. Starting from today, it’s going to be our 5th year of trying to bust the myth yet again and I’m pretty confident we can do it too.

Despite all our arguments lately, you know I still love you just as much. Arguments are one of the only ways to bring ourselves closer to understanding each other more right? If you give me the chance, I’d love to understand you more each day until the day I die wahh corny kao kao must be the sleep-deprivation..

Sorry for this not so lovey dovey post, can’t expect me to write such sweet things all the time! After all, I am but a lost soul.. (a joke from the 3rd year post wtf)

I thought long and hard when a few people asked me this question in my question game post. “what is your biggest dream?” or “what do you really want to be?”
So here’s a post about my true dream!

Actually I have two types of dreams. One is the easily achievable but rather unambitious one, and the other one is something I have to work towards to. My first dream is to be…tada a good wife and mother. Quite the anticlimactic right hahaha. Oh well I’m a really homely person so all I want to do is wake my husband up, cook breakfast for him, and wait for him to come back ^_^ wtf.
Sigh I feel like the older I am, the less ambitious I am becoming. I used to be sooo full of spirit and aspirations but now..

OK NO that is not true. I am not like that. I am in a good college where everyone has a dream to be successful some day and so will I! *kiasu

Ok listen!

My dream is to have my own kindergarten one day! I really like kids and I cannot imagine what a joy it’ll be waking up each day looking forward to my job. So fun right? Teach kids how to sing, dance, draw, their first ABCs..and clean up their shit when they go “teacher…oops I shat in my pants” wtf

Isn’t it such a noble profession though? (not the cleaning up shit part) Knowing that I have a hand and role to play in the development of all these children.

But my future aside, my immediate dream is actually pretty attainable. All I want is to be able to save enough money to bring my family here to visit me! I’ve already looked for tours to the US and they’re kind of expensive I really wish I can save enough to bring all of them here for my graduation!! It’ll make them so happy since my siblings have never been anywhere outside Malaysia before. Sigh it’s going to be tough though since I don’t even have enough money to pay my own loan.

Now I wish I had thought of this earlier and had joined the Dutch Lady It Starts in Me contest. I know this sounds advertorialish but if I had known that earlier, I could have been given RM15,000 to fulfill my dream. I would soooo join and go with the kindergarten dream! It’s not a big dream that can help a lot of people but I might have a chance I think..

Anyway, the deadline is over and I can’t join now but! I guess I could always help someone else realize their dream =)

Visit the contest website as they have already selected their top ten finalists! All you have to do is buy any Dutch Lady Shine products and get the unique code (peel off the sticker on the cap of your Shine drink, each code entitles you to TWO votes), then watch all the videos and vote for your favorite one!

There are videos of people wanting to fulfill all sorts of dreams! To be a singer (Cindy! Congrats! her video is very well made ), to be a photographer, to participate in an international paintball tournament, to publish a magazine, to start her own image company, to help the speech impaired people and other really inspiring stuff.

I’ve already voted for some of my favorites too cause my mom always buys the Shine drinks and it’s such a waste throwing them away without at least voting for someone.

Oh I’ve been wondering..why are all of them females?? I think it’s true that women are usually much more ambitious than guys. Coming from a women’s college, I can totally attest to that! Girl power!!!!1 wtf

Yeap so vote, help a fellow Malaysian, and stand a chance to win RM9,000 worth of vouchers if you send in lotsa votes! (4 weekly prizes of RM1,000 vouchers, and the grand prize of RM5,000 shopping vouchers $_$)

P.S: The website has some really good tips on how to vote and win!

You can either host a Shine party (buy a carton of Shine drinks! I really like the orange mango one A LOT) or for those of you who want to lose weight, buy lots of them and eat yoghurt/drink yoghurt drink instead of skipping meals! Everyone knows yoghurt’s good for you plus it’s 0% fat (my fav word).

P.P.S: Despite this being an advertorial, I DO buy dutch lady’s yoghurt drink and I DID vote so no false advertisement here.

As (bad) luck would have it, in a funny ironic twist of fate, I have an advertorial due to be posted on my blog this week

WTF HAHAHHAHA why my luck not so good when it comes to winning lucky draws and magical chair or spin the bottle game wtf everytime never get to kiss my crush one T_T (not now la ok last time! later my bf emo)

But my only consolation is that post is mainly about myself though, and some info calling out to let people know there’s a contest and how you can go about voting..so I guess it’s not too much about branding so phew.

Also, I know this will sound stupid now that I’m saying it cause I’m posting an advertorial later but I hope nobody misconstrued my post. It is not about how I hate advertisements ok it is about my inner conflicts and my personal battle with fame money blog and err life in general wtf

Ok after this lousy disclaimer which might not do any good anyway, we can now go back to our lives of paper writing, blueberry picking and random shit like that. I’m going to take a nap now and when I wake up I’ll attempt to write the longest entry in the whole world to distract people from thinking about this freak coincidence.

Haih die lah this time *puts on brave face but actually shivering inside one wtf

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ok mission to write a super long post to distract people starts now!

First of all let’s talk about err.. my day. Today is a good day because it’s 9 celcius today!!! *GASPS. It was just -10 celcius yesterday and suddenly now it’s 20 celcius higher WTF global warming kao kao. I knew Gore was right dammit him and his..charts wtf

And then err..shit that’s all nothing to talk about already T__T Cannot die die must make this entry as long as possible!

Let me si dan si dan (cincai/simply/without a care in the world wtf how do you actually translate cincai and simply into good english?) sift through my phone and see if I have pictures to post up. Everyone knows pictures make your posts longer whee!

oh yeah this is to show you how those boots look like with leggings. perhaps slightly better but they still make my legs look so short!

Speaking of short have I ever told you what I really want in life? Like in my next life if I get reincarnated and am not a pig or something wtf, I only want TWO things! Not that greedy right only two things ok!

I want to be rich and tall. That’s all!!! I want to be 5 feet 7 that’s all is that too much to ask for T__T Just 170cm please lah let me be 170 please please *obsessive wtf. And why rich it’s so I don’t have to worry about a lot of things and if I was rich but ugly I can go get plastic surgery! As long as got money can already.

Haih if I was 170cm there are so many things I can do in life. I’ll look instantly better in everything! and I’m sure if I was 170cm I can play basketball better too. Being short sucks although I’m faster than taller people but I get blocked/tapped all the time when I shoot T_T And when I try to get rebounds people would laugh at me T___T

And last time when I was playing basketball this tall guy came up to me and said hey shorty how is the world down below? STUPID then I tried to take revenge by standing in front of him so I can get the rebound but as fate would have it I jumped as high as I could but I only reached his shoulders wtf

Eh can you imagine or not! This scene of me jumping vigorously to get rebound and this tall guy just stands there and looks at me while laughing and reaches over and grabs the ball easily

Wah actually I think I’m quite good at this whole trying to distract people thing. alright let’s move on

But please lah 170cm please

The other day when I was working in the gym and my nose started running so I took a picture of my red nose (like that also wanna take pic wtf shaddap that’s what a camera phone is for!)

I AM SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So sad that I can’t join the team and have to sit here and collect money instead! See if I was 170cm at least I’d be more confident to try out for the team! Everyone is at least 170cm and it’s so intimidating for a 156cm (actually i lied it’s 155 lalala maybe if i keep telling myself it’s 156 then it’ll really be 156) girl like me.

me collecting money..sorta.

170 cm 170 cm god I AM kind of annoying

the other day when it first snowed! as much as I hate snow now cause of how disgusting it is after a while, the sight of seeing everything covered in white always calms me down.

I was actually fighting with Barry here on the phone and then I looked outside and totally calmed down a little. And 2 minutes later I was yelling at him again wtf

I am not a fan of pink clothes at all but I wasn’t in a good mood that day and I needed something to cheer me up =(

Shit I don’t have pictures to show anymore. Erm erm lemme think. Oh yeah that day something really stupid happened. I went to the gym cause I haven’t been exercising for a long time. And then I did the weights for 5 minutes and looked at myself in the mirror and thought “eh actually i’m not that fat what”

then i took a picture..and left the gym.

WTF?????????

That’s not the stupid thing you know. The stupid thing is now that I’m looking back at that picture, I realize that what was I thinking my tummy was clearly bulging and all why was I so delusional??

HAHAHA funny right laugh la

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It was Tze’s bday two days ago so happy birthday to her! Everyone around me is growing older each day this is making me worried. Why? Cause I’m reading this book for my econ class and it’s all about the population crisis and how people are aging and there are fewer baby boomers now. 30-50 years from now, we’ll have more elderly than young people. Who’re gonna pay all the taxes to finance the medicare and social welfare that the old people are claiming benefits from??**

So after reading the first few chapters, I told Barry that we cannot wait anymore. In fact my exact words were,

“Barry Ooi, I know you’re still young and all but the world needs us. I cannot let it down like this and see the economy suffer in the future. We have gotta repopulate the world now. It’s all up to us!!!”

As expected, he didn’t take the news very kindly because everyone knows how much he hates kids. But I don’t care I’m going to have 6 kids, MINIMUM.

** this does not apply to developing countries wtf